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alone... [11 Jul 2012|12:32am]
as usual. driving everyone away... 

i need to get shit together.
i need to lose weight.
i want to be happy.

lighter note...

hung out with this girl the other day.
cute girl was cute.
might have fallen asleep watching a movie with her. :-/
don't know what her intentions are.
don't know what my intentions are.
would like to hang with her more.

idk.

depression sucks and i hate that i am starting to claim something i hate... 
not claim per say just be aware of and annoyed with.

get fucked. 
/livejournal
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[11 May 2011|12:00am]

I hate your music.

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Hate everything. [16 Feb 2011|03:29am]

Hate everyone. Shit mood 2011 continues. I am such glutton for punishment. I don't know why in do half the shit I do. but I do it, and it sucks. Waste money on shit. Never sleep. give people false hopes. It's not fun I don't want to do it. But yet I do. Fuck. I just want to sleep forever. Never leave my bed. Ugh. Can't be happy. Fuck this.

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Low [01 Feb 2011|02:53am]

Been feeling real low lately. Shit sucks trying to look on the up and up but the long night and short days are killing me I need the warmth I need to get outside. Shit weird with things lately. Can't make solid decisions and I'm constantly making bad one lately. I was on top of my money for a long time and with in the last month I've thrown it all away on stupid shit. I did "bust" my ass to make that money but it goes faster than I can make it and it's shitty. Idk fuck it. That's poker. /livejournal :-/

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Shit. [25 Jan 2011|03:40pm]

Feel like shit.
Look like shit.
Rooms a shit hole.
Cars a piece of shit.
Shit...

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Clothes List [19 Jan 2010|01:58pm]
Band Tees - $5.00
Age Of Ruin - Knives - S
System Of A Down - Black And Green - L
Poison The Well - Flower - S
Green Day - Lightening - L
Green Day - Smile - XL
I Rise - Demo - M
Rage Against The Machine - Live - XL
Rage Against The Machine - Red - L
MXPX - Red - XL
Dashboard Confessional - South - S
Hot Rod Circuit - Sun - S
Metallica - Inside - XL
Jimmy Eat World - City - M
The Juliana Theory - Penguin - S
Good Charlotte - Red & White - L
Marilyn Manson - Self-Portrait - S
Beyond The Embrace - Spider - S
Avenged Sevenfold - Grave - S
Gone Baby Gone - Mic - S
Eighty-Six - Will Rock You - S
Further Seems Forever - Girl - S
Orange Island - Flower - S
The Taste Of Silver - Hand - M
A Wilhelm Scream - Bronson - S
Moneen - Friggen - S
The Explosion - Hawk - S
For The Worse - CD Release - L
In The Face Of War - Who Will - L
Evergreen Terrace - Eagle - XL
Evergreen Terrace - Skull - XL
Evergreen Terrace - White - L
Outbreak - Failure Skate - XL
Outbreak - Wasting Away - XL
Set Your Goals - Eagle - XL
Come Back Kid - Lying - XL
Fear Before The March Of Flames - Snake - L
Between The Buried And Me - Statue - XL
Kids Like Us - Ape - 2XL
Perils Of Reasoning - Skulls - L
Underminded - Shakespeare - L
Black Dahlia Murder - Slashing - XL
Black Dahlia Murder - Mummy - XL
Black Dahlia Murder - Skull - XL
In Dying Dreams - Skull - M
Wake Up Call - Yellow - S
Last Chance To Reason - Comic - M

Band Long Sleeve Tees - $7.00
25TALIFE - Graffiti - M
Since The Flood - Valor - XL

Band Baseball Tees - $7.00
Jimmy Eat World - JEW - M

Band Hoodies - $10.00
Straight Edge - Clown - M
Kicked In The Head - Bird - M
Bury Your Dead - BYD - M
Good Clean Fun - Lyrics - M

Random Shirts - $5.00
Boys Club - Gray - L
Hard Rock Cafe - Niagara - L
Honey Farms - Polo - M
Element - Bam - S
Assabet - Goodbye - L
Assabet - Gym - M
Assabet - Jump Start 95 - M
Star Wars - 20th - L
DARE - Worcester - L
Strhess - Angel - S

Random Hoodies - $8.00
Patriots - Gray - YL
Red Sox - WS04 - M
Pull Over - Blue - L
Zip-Up - Gray - XL
Zip-Up - Black - XL
Dickies - Dark Gray - M
Zip-Up - Brown Skull - XL
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Depressed [09 Nov 2009|06:30pm]

No monie. Feeling no love from anyone. Sick of the same shit. Car is broken. Need another job. Fuck everything.

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Live journal app for iPhone. [18 Feb 2009|11:24pm]

See how it works.

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[27 Aug 2008|12:31am]
i miss us...

i miss the way things were...

where did we go?

where did these useless quarrels come from?

how can i make things right?

i need change...

i need to feel like i'm needed...

and not just something warm next to you at night...

i love you...

why can't you love ME?

/livejournal
1 People Are Not Okay| Are You Okay?

[07 Jun 2007|02:59pm]
blah
Are You Okay?

[04 Jan 2007|08:10pm]
Say What ever you want.

when ever you want.



On the twelfth day of Christmas, jim_atkins sent to me...
Twelve jim_atkins drumming
Eleven independent films piping
Ten rival schools a-leaping
Nine mallrats dancing
Eight stickers a-milking
Seven desaparecidos a-swimming
Six shows a-skateboarding
Five bri-i-i-ight eyes
Four short films
Three hey mercedes
Two local bands
...and a glassjaw in a deathcab for cutie.
Get your own Twelve Days:
Are You Okay?

[20 Sep 2006|12:46am]
Life is alright.

Car Is Broken. $$$$

insurance is due. $140

Rent soon. $300

No Money. $000

FUN.
1 People Are Not Okay| Are You Okay?

[09 Aug 2006|06:33pm]
I Will Not Spend My Money On Stupid Shit.
I Will Not Spend My Money On Stupid Shit.
I Will Not Spend My Money On Stupid Shit.
I Will Not Spend My Money On Stupid Shit.
I Will Not Spend My Money On Stupid Shit.
I Will Save My Money And Be Responsible With It.
I Will Save My Money And Be Responsible With It.
I Will Save My Money And Be Responsible With It.
I Will Save My Money And Be Responsible With It.
I Will Save My Money And Be Responsible With It.
I Will Not Waste My Money On Anymore Scratch Tickets.
I Will Not Waste My Money On Anymore Scratch Tickets.
I Will Not Waste My Money On Anymore Scratch Tickets.
I Will Not Waste My Money On Anymore Scratch Tickets.
I Will Not Waste My Money On Anymore Scratch Tickets.

We Have The Internet...
I Am So Stoked..


Got/Getting Carpet...

Cable Guy Is Sposed To Be Coming...

So Are The Rug Guys...

Working 49 hours this week...

NO DICE.

I NEED A VACATION...

And A Hug...

Amoung Other Things...

Fuck Life...


-JAKE?
1 People Are Not Okay| Are You Okay?

[03 Aug 2006|06:08pm]
t-mobile and i are even...

yay...

parents still $650...

booo....


Moved to clinton...

it's fun..

come hang out..


it'll be a blast...

might have a house warming party...

if we do..

you all should bring presents..

yeah...


i don't know..

i'm bored at work..

come visit me...

do it.

do it.

-JAKE?
5 People Are Not Okay| Are You Okay?

Blah... [26 Jul 2006|07:48am]
House - $300

Car - $142

Cell - $60

:::Total - $502:::

That's 125.5 a week.

Hopefully I Can Pull It Off..

i Still Owe $650 ish To My Rents.

And $120 To T-Mobile.




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I've Been...

Working The Night Shift...

It's Fun...

Kinda Boring At Points...

But Not Too Bad...

I Might See If I Can Transfer To Northborough...
9 People Are Not Okay| Are You Okay?

[25 Jul 2006|12:24am]
Hello.

i Am Jake Lill.

i Make Bad Decisions.

i Owe My Parents $700.

i Owe t-mobile $120.

i Am Moving To Clinton.

i Haven't Told My Parents Yet.

i Am Not Happy.
Are You Okay?

[11 Jul 2006|06:59pm]
slowly paying things back...

Parents $630.

t-mobile - $120

BMG Music - $45
Are You Okay?

[23 Jun 2006|05:17pm]
Checking Account.

-$84.

T-Mobile - $220.

Speeding Ticket - $220.

Insurance - $300 ish.

BMG Music - $45.

Inspection Sticker - $30.

QCC - $50.

*Parents - $630.*

I'm Sure Theres More I'm Forgetting

This Is AWESOME.

Yeah.

NOT!
3 People Are Not Okay| Are You Okay?

[08 Jun 2006|12:30am]
i have -$20...

in my bank account...

THIS SUCKS!!
2 People Are Not Okay| Are You Okay?

[08 Jun 2006|12:11am]
i wish you would reply to my texts...
Are You Okay?

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